There are days that I cry

This has been hard emotional too.

• I miss being at work and seeing my crazy co-workers every day. 
• I did not care about the holidays this year.
• It hurts to much to do anything before surgery.
• My daughter made the high school swim team and I could not attend the meets.
• I missed seeing my son wrestle this season.
• The doctor "cleared" me to return work but he really didn't. 
• I can't bend, lift or twist so it is hard to any work (why I can't return to work).